At the root, my work is about desire. Whether depicting abstractions of language and sensory experience through a multidisciplinary practice. My work is a mash-up of sensory and spiritual negotiation, drawing from Abstract Expressionist, Surrealist and craft philosophies to transcribe my version of contemporary mysticism. My process transforms rhythm—repetitive, meditative, chaotic—into form. I’m interested in silences in between, metamorphosis in practice and object, collisions on surfaces, an undercurrent, the magnitude of what is happening simultaneously during one moment in time.
My newest work is large textile drawings on monk’s cloth. Once used for monk's habits, the cloth is distinctive because the weave is created with four vertical and four horizontal threads. With poor dimensional stability, it tends to snag, sag, tug, and tear. I weave bits of language—found, written, heard, composed—that morph into gestural vestige, bodily scribble and utterance. The work is an attempt to give direct quotation of feelings— not merely of language, but of the whole consciousness, a tactile relationship between time, movement, and emotion. Touch as partly objective, partly subjective, because we desire through and of the skin. Traditionally, the idea of portraiture was to give clear insight into a person, but these skins map a bridge between interior and exterior, often with a cyclone of overload—a vision of excess that leads to silence.
speaking to the limits of language, body and levels of translation. Sometimes the closer you get, the less you know.
My research deals with the Skin Ego, Didier Anzieu’s introduction of “psychic,” “sound” and “dream envelopes:” fine, ephemeral membranes that replace the tactile envelope of the ego’s vulnerable skin and the bodily ego’s relation to psychic space.
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